airport haiku

A guitar, some songs,
I'm waiting at the airport.
All clear here, says Bill.

For Sharon

Sharon’s Daisies



As fresh as fucking daisies, Sharon,
that’s how you described them.
You were at a party with young
women in long summer dresses.
It came to you as you looked
into a mirror, the daisy thing.

Let us celebrate our dark laughter,
our knowing, our acknowledged status
as ex-daisies. I propose a toast
to the loosened thigh of advancing
years. Let’s drink to the anticipated
droop of eyelids, to the ever-downward
inclination of the female form.

I suppose we’re expected to know
the names of all the flowers.
On my kitchen table, virginal
white petals are spread, arranged
like a platter of hors d’oeuvres
at a sweet sixteen party.
Into my chlorinated swimming pool,
shameless red petals fall,
they drift unabashed, tiny red boats
on a rippling surface.
In my garden, a flower grows
which is obviously nothing more
than a veil of powdered pink dust
lustfully suspended in a milky haze.
Is it possible they could even have names?
oh, such foolish fluff, stuff of youth,
that’s how effing fresh they are.

Of course, they must have real names,
phyla, genera, species, but they’re barely there,
really, transparent little nothings.
So let’s call them all daisies, Sharon,
every honeysuckled blossom,
every perfect unpicked bloom,
we can call them anything we want,
so let’s say what we mean:
beautiful fucking daisies, bowing
and waving in the perfumed wind.

published Lullwater Review, Vol X, No. 2, Spring 2000

How to Peel a Red Pepper

How to Peel a Red Pepper



We float over a storm
between Detroit and Newark.
Two girls up front, drunk
at 10 a.m.
The streaked-hair one says,
Don’t mistake our Fun
for our Professionality.
When the stewardess hushes them
the other one stage-whispers
I just want to get there
before I get in trouble.

•

We watched movies
on our broken television
with closed captioning
we couldn’t turn off, on.
Later, when it got fixed,
how I missed

sounds of birds flapping
gurgling water
she sighs
heels clicking on a hard wood floor

•

Rub the red pepper with olive oil,
place it on a hot grill, let it blacken.
After it softens into itself,
peel off the skin
stretched thin
like third day sunburn
on a young girl’s shoulder.




____________________________


Mary MacGowan lives alone on a deserted frozen lake where
it snows every day all winter. As she writes this, she is pleased
to see signs of spring, and of love. She’s had poems published
in numerous journals including The South Carolina Review,
The Literary Review, POEM, Poesia, The Acorn, Lullwater
Review, Cimarron Review, The Orange Willow Review,
Westview, Array Magazine, Fugue, Green Hill Literary
Lantern, Palo Alto Review, Blood Orange Review, Apple
Valley Review, Review Americana, and Manorborn.
MacGowan can be found at marymacgowan.blogspot.com.


On “How to Peel a Red Pepper”:
I listen for an inner voice which whispers words to me.
Sometimes I use those words in the order in which I hear
them, which was the case with “How to Peel a Red Pepper.”
I feel that the inexplicable connection of images in this poem
brings the reader to a place that has no vocabulary—a quiet,
innocent place; the essence of poetry.


Apple Valley Review, Fall 2009, applevalleyreview.com

For Ellen

For Ellen, a link to another rowboat poem:

http://www.americanpopularculture.com/review_americana/spring_2008/macgowan.htm


...and here it is without bothering with the link:

Rowing Lessons



My mother said,
You must sit backwards
to row a boat.
Pick a tree across the way,
hold it on twelve o'clock
behind you, before you
that's how you must steer
from the boat's center.

My father said,
Push down through air
up through water.
Watch your tree
fall away, even when
you feel like you're
drawing it closer
with every pull.

I've learned that
now and then
you can sneak a look
behind you
to see what's ahead
which is always arriving.
But mostly they were right,
everything falls away
in spite of you
because of you.


© 2008 Americana: The Institute for the Study of American Popular Culture
AmericanPopularCulture.com

morning haikus

House banging, a drill,
someone's building something here.
Smooth, still, the water.

Upside down rowboat
ready for the long winter.
You won't cave in. Wait.

Dock-sitting

a morning haiku:


The day grows warm, slow.
Tangled new water lilies
turn a soft yellow.



e.coli



If all five of us die on this vacation, let’s say
the plane goes down, or room service delivers e.coli
for dinner, hey, it could happen, we could
all die, but our house would stay alive for a while,

22 Green Hill Road, tan brick, Josh’s report card
lying on the kitchen counter. Julie’s black jazz shoes
under the couch. RB’s softball cuddled in her mitt.
All of these pieces needing to be picked up, looked at.

Dance trophies packed in a box. Dirty clothes washed.
Old journals thrown out. Letters unopened, opened.
Three sets of china, divided, maybe argued over.
House sold. Refrigerator carrying on, making ice.

A dog, a rabbit and a guinea pig our only orphans.
Someone will have to take care of our creatures.
We walk along the beach, husband & wife
and a boy with sandy arms runs between us.

published as Bread & Butter, Orange Willow Review, Vol. 2, 2000

Writing Your Name On A Sunny Day

Writing Your Name On A Sunny Day




Sun covers my eyes
with warm hands. I simmer
in slow-baked charm.
The striped chair shadow
crosses the table, nestles elegantly
in the crook of my arm.
I write your name – there, like that.
My pen outlines you, defines you,
I draw a line under you,
a thin pen shadow.
This moment must end, I know.
Your name remains imprinted -
something I can touch later, and remember.

A version of this poem was published in Palo Alto Review as "Opportunity's Window" 1999